{"product_id":"what-is-this-if-not-survival-9781969601101","title":"What Is This, If Not Survival?","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eWhat Is This, If Not Survival?\u003c\/em\u003e is a haunting and deeply intimate chapbook that chronicles one person's journey through the relentless landscape of depression toward the tentative, hard-won possibility of healing. Told through richly imagistic poetry, Ellie Sparks invites readers inside a mind burdened by intrusive thoughts, emotional exhaustion, and the isolating belief that nothing- not medication, not encouragement, not hope itself could ever make a difference.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAcross these poems, the speaker grapples with despair that feels both deeply personal and painfully universal. Memories blur with metaphor as grief, anxiety, self-doubt, and emotional numbness become living entities that stalk each page. Yet woven through the darkness is the unwavering presence of a mother's love. Her persistence, compassion, and refusal to give up become quiet acts of survival themselves, offering a lifeline when the speaker cannot yet reach for one.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAs medication, breathing exercises, and the difficult work of choosing to try begin to create small but meaningful shifts, the collection transforms alongside its narrator. Recovery does not arrive as a miracle, nor does it erase suffering. Instead, it unfolds through fragile moments of peace, renewed self-awareness, and the realization that healing is often incremental rather than instantaneous.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBoth devastating and profoundly hopeful, \u003cem\u003eWhat Is This, If Not Survival?\u003c\/em\u003e is a testament to resilience, the people who carry us when we cannot carry ourselves, and the quiet courage it takes to believe that tomorrow may hold something gentler than today. It is a collection for anyone who has struggled to stay afloat, loved someone battling invisible illness, or searched for proof that even after the longest night, dawn can still arrive.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e \u003ca href=\"https:\/\/cocorrectionsbookstore.com\/search?type=product%2Carticle%2Cpage\u0026amp;q=AUTH-18615360\"\u003eEllie Sparks\u003c\/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Quillkeepers Press\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 09\/22\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 40\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.14lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.00w x 0.11d\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781969601101\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1969601108\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBISAC Categories:\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e- \u003ca href=\"https:\/\/cocorrectionsbookstore.com\/search?type=product%2Carticle%2Cpage\u0026amp;q=CAT-PSY\"\u003ePsychology\u003c\/a\u003e | \u003ca href=\"https:\/\/cocorrectionsbookstore.com\/search?type=product%2Carticle%2Cpage\u0026amp;q=BISAC-PSY036000\"\u003eMental Health\u003c\/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e- \u003ca href=\"https:\/\/cocorrectionsbookstore.com\/search?type=product%2Carticle%2Cpage\u0026amp;q=CAT-OCC\"\u003eMind, Body, Spirit\u003c\/a\u003e | \u003ca href=\"https:\/\/cocorrectionsbookstore.com\/search?type=product%2Carticle%2Cpage\u0026amp;q=BISAC-OCC019000\"\u003eInspiration \u0026amp; Personal Growth\u003c\/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Quillkeepers Press","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":50533144133807,"sku":"9781969601101","price":18.65,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0651\/9255\/8767\/files\/9781969601101.jpg?v=1790356886","url":"https:\/\/www.correctionsbookstore.com\/es\/products\/what-is-this-if-not-survival-9781969601101","provider":"Corrections Bookstore ","version":"1.0","type":"link"}